the kick you out sunshine den

um, works good. feeling comfy behind the counter. here are my top five most interesting moments so far.

5) instead of asking for my number, some girls wanted my "myspace" acct.

4) someone told me i could fuck them in the bathroom.

3) i befriended russians, and am now learning their language.

2) a 60 year old dude went on in conversation about how shania twain "gets him hard"
1) got to shut it down, and witnessed the bliss of zero customers, and had the whole place to ourselves.

i might be moving in the next week. i hope so.

i need something more. i got the school, i got the job. maybe a hobby, maybe a chick, maybe i should lock myself somewhere till i figure this out.

on that note i'll get a coffee for cheap and do some reading.





ps. i realize now that LJ is a weird mental death trap for most. tho, i know many a people that live happy healthy lives with the once in awhile post. i just feel that at no time should a post consume more than say .... 50 lines. thats all.

ps joe i still miss you man,

i have bought zero x-mas presents. i'd like to think i can get away with this, but i am positive my family got me presents. work is funny, girls pay more attention to me, and boys wanna gimme their smokes the second i cant find mine. got my first overnight tomorrow night (sunday morning 1am-7am), so come say hello and watch me mop.

dunc is leaving. someones sick, and so he leaves for england soon. i will miss him more than i could tell him. i hope things will be good to him. and i hope whomever is sick becomes well.

ride on home for tottenham and life, mate.


luv always
me


http://ssl.spurs.co.uk/thfcstore/assets/product_images/awayshirtlong0506.jpg

works good. having money is better, in fact i made my first purchase tonight using tip money. feels great to know i bought something with other peoples money. tips are great.

i have to go to bed soon.

work is good, i am getting the drinks down. fuck plu's. lots and lots. i am eager to start school soon as well.

i have met a few new people, and being on the other side of the counter throws off my perspective ALOT. people seem very different now, and that whole place seems alot different. not in a bad way, not bad at all. in fact, life is awesome right this moment. now i just need to align a few more details to complete things.


time for beddie bye.

my ex is a JESUS - FREAK. she called me to hang out with some friends, so i was like "sweet".

then, i asked where to meet up.

and she named some church. and i joked about spray painting "jesus sucks" on the church walls. amongst other bad parking lot ideas.

and she erupted into a stupid hissy fit about how i wouldnt be here if there was no god and how shes just come to love jesus.

and the whole time i sorta snickered, thinking " this must be a joke, this was the chick that wanted to do it all the time in changing rooms at the mall!!"

nope, she loves god now.

luv,
me


ps. i really, really, really like my job.

pss. i think on my first solo shift, the first album i'll play is pablo honey.

things to do:

1-speak the truth
2-go to work
3-go to school
4-play more video games
5-go to madrid
6-get my own place
7-kick ass


not much is new, i start working tomorrow. should be fun, i am happy that i will have money again. come see me sometime.


i love trans am

i start work monday, serving up coffee to you mo fo's. hopefully i'll bank a bit, get a place. start school and live a normal life like everyone else. i am, well, geeked, to be normal.

anyways, redwings won and the world is getting colder and warmer at the same time.

1-school is paid for
2-books are paid for
3-student loan is in the works and lookin good
4-i start next wednesday at the coast (thanks trent)
5-tomorrow is my good buddies birthday
6-i secretly love iamfrontosa (we should get a place in june yo)
7-i might play battlefront II tonight
8-i kick ass at risk, 6 wins and no recorded losses EVER
9-i havent slept in awhile
10- I LOVE KALAMAZOO, more than EVER

so far the govt has decided to give me 3,600 dollars for school. i feel something in my stomach, kinda like hope or some crap like that. that is the total so far and i dunno if that counts the amount kvcc will give me, or the state. does the state even give out grants?? i hope to get a bit more money for school, please, i'll study super hard and get the bestest grades ever. just gimme this lil boost, come on. i had my car stolen by irony and once had a shotgun held to my head, i deserve this.

i love you mr grant man.



sincerely
this guy

i am three feet from smashing the world, or a bottle. i am also three feet from going crazy.

still waiting, and yes, the world is still steadily in jetstream mode for a guy thats standing still.

halloween, what have you become ??

i ..... well, things are normal. for the most part.

i spoke with pilar today. madrid is warm and lovely. soon i will go, if only for a week or so. i miss her and the boys and the guapas chicas.

last night, last night. well, i had a good time. i drank as two girls verbally fought over me. it was kinda hot and what not untill they treated me like a dog. standing on opposite sides of the cabin calling me over like a 5 year old when i was trying to talk with people. but it all worked out by the end of the night. we'll just say there is no mystery left with the blonde girl(i do know her name, but i'd rather not blast it all over LJ). i got up this morning and left without saying bye, and for once i felt rather guilty doing that. too bad she lives in indiana, coulda been my girlfriend or some shit.

on a plus note, the world will end soon.

a few things became painfully clear to me tonight. about people and about me. i am certain i must do a few things now, certain things. school and location being the main ones, time to conjur up some life mojo juice stuff.

time to flip through some old photos.

here i come hoonah bear .....

1: goodwill industries stole my car (by accident)

2: i, in theory have a kick ass job

3: i have met a few new people, whilst being sociable

4: played really good music

5: i am registered for class with no official word on my financial aid

6: ate steak last night

 the liberation album by trans am is really good, i mean, super hero like good. it gives me the chills. sometimes. so does blonde redhead. i think come winter the planets will align. i love winter.

fuck that man

 

love always

thee agony

 

joe leaves soon, bummer. not a bummer that he is leaving, he is a bummer. and by bummer i mean homo. homo erectus ...... yup.

just wrote to pilu in spain. she is well, as am i. i am still reeling in her absence, somehow. i think i would drop everything for madrid in a heartbeat if i could. someday. oh well. life chugs along like underage girls at a frat party. good times till she spews all over me with her stolen cars, broken trust, ex's, and other shit i dont want in my life.

come on financial aid. come on, dammit.

i think i will sell my guitar and give up music. i am tired of it all. fuck it. someday i'll play again, or just find a new instrument to play.

did i mention i fuckin hate this place?

bad; no car, no job, little faith left in much of anything, the world sucks, no girl, my bike is still kinda fucked, war, welcome to the worst part of life, lack of hookers or money for hookers, STOLEN car, i want to beat someone up, it will now be impossible to get a fucking job

good; i guess joe is back in town, registered for classes, thats it

someone stole my fucking car. it was a 96 ford contour, what the fuck. i seriously believe the world sucks. more than i previously believed.

i fucking hate you.